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Alyce
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2011-02-12 22-17-35 |
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Affection...Does anyone out there feel the way I d dating services Eek o?
Sex has always made me feel like a piece of meat. Something I was doing to please the other person. Something that someone tried to force me into when I was young, and my last lover guilted me into on a regular basis. I've been alone for almost a year now and the loneliness is unbearable, especially falling asleep at night. I wish I had the simple affection that makes me feel so complete...Holding hands without copping a feel, gentle kisses on the forehead, or on the lips without jamming tongues into each other's mouths...crying together and telling one another everything is going to be ok without it being an elaborate game only to segway into getting laid. I'm just a nice average-looking guy with a lot of demons in my past that wants to meet a nice average-looking girl that loves me for who I am, rather than lusting after what is in my pants. Just to mention, in case you're wondering, I'm not a "chill, listen to music, party, hang out with friends" type...I'm an ecclectic musician, actor, circuit designer and total technology geek, so I'm looking for someone who can keep up with my rather busy life. Most importantly...I'm looking for A FRIEND. Hoping to hear from you but pretty sure I won't...(sorry to sound negative...just being realistic at this point)
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